There is tons of hope for you! there are so many people out there to meet and so many things you can do with your life! and things can be overcome :) Read some self help books, go to people for help, therapists, parents, teachers :) There is no reason to go through this alone, and though it may be difficult now, as long as you continue to try to overcome these things and as long as you want a greater future then you will. There are no quick answers, and no quick ways, but you are strong, u have made it this far, and you will only grow stronger and wiser through your experiences and tough times. You can come to me to talk any time, im here to listen and talk and to help, i can keep it private between us :) please be safe and take care <3